September 22

God before me

Available to do God's work

“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart, O God,
You will not despise.” Psalm 51:17 (NASB)

“Call” is a word often reserved for great and lofty aspirations. The words
describing the experience of God’s call are not easily found. The word
“missionary” can bring about the same thoughts as “call.” Christians
sometimes see missionaries as superhumans who are so perfect in their
spiritual walks that God pulls them out of the mundane to do extraordinary
things.

In my case, that’s not true. The mission call in my life has been the
most humbling experience I have ever had. Why? Because I’ve come
face to face with expectations and have fallen short. God knows full
well who I am, but sometimes I still wonder if He knows how vulnerable
and frail my faith is.

I’m a new missionary, green and wet behind the ears. I haven’t seen
a whole village accept Christ or thousands baptized in a row. I don’t
even know the language yet! And I’m a little scared, because I don’t
want to fail God. I don’t want to fail my spouse, my kids, or all those
wonderful saints who are praying for my family. I especially don’t want
to fail the people I’ve come to help.

It’s hard to remember that it’s not me who has to do the work, but
that I am just supposed to be available to God so He can do His work.
I’m realizing that I don’t have to be superhuman to do God’s will, but I
do need a heart that trusts Him where He leads me.

—Nicole, Central, Eastern and Southern Africa

Dear Lord, strengthen the call of missionaries around the world today. Let
them see You at work among the people they are serving. Give them pure hearts
that trust You. Show me today how I can trust You more. Amen.

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